Ever seen High School Musical? Those are the first lines to the first song of High School Musical 2. 10 seconds before the last bell of the year ran, we did a fun count down, 10-9-8-7…3-2-1! It was accurate, people were excited, but I didn’t feel it. Though it’s summer right now, it feels like freakn winter outside. and what’s worse is that the summer that welcomes me is full of piles of books and 1000′s and 10,000′s of words! Yikes. As tough as it sounds, what’s peculiar is that I’m gonna freakn prepare for SAT’s In CHINA! yea…. Aside from being with my parents, those 3 weeks of endless studies are going to strangle me to ruin the whole summer. My summer will have beaches, no friends, and only black and white pages and maybe with a few pictures.
My Schedule: 6/21 to 7/11 Full on SAT studies, not one day off. From 8:30 to 2:30, the school is far away from my house, equivalent to the distance from us to LA, and maybe a bit farther, so Im gonna have to wake up at 6:30. SOUNDS LIKE A WONDERFUL SUMMER DOESN’T IT?!
So hopefully my hardwork is that hell school will pay off. I hope to get a good score to compromise about getting into band. With a possible score of 2200 or above, undecided, they will let me join band. I have legit excuses, such as I need the hours for IB, Wish me luck :] As have been reiterated, Band was the best thing to ever happen to me, therefore I hope my sacrifice for the summer will be worth it.
Now, I am going to post for a 3, 4 week absense during the times I will be engagin in the SAT prep, it’s not like I update regualrly anyways, but it’s kool making it official. YOU KNOW

Also, I hope to work on dream, but it is difficult now that our laptops have been taken away. My personal dead line is the end of summer, because I really won’t have anything to do by the time I finsih prep anywyas, O wait. SUMMER READING. ANOTHER WONDERFUL FANTASTIC TASK *My ass But you know me, I barely finish school deadlines, not to mention this is my own personal expectation, but who knows? I might surprise myself, as I might have value my own expectations than that of the school? Call me selfish. But I really don’t want to rush though, Dream is a product I display passion for as I comtemplate on a regular basis as the title suggest.
It will be protected though, if you have interest of reading it, just comment me of your interest and the likeliness of supporting me. But I really there’s only 2 of you who reads this, if not 1. LOL
Another thing that has been on my mind is the weather. What the hell is wrong, It’s freakn June, the weather is supposed to be like, I don’t Know, 90 Degrees, and we supposebly should complain as we are baked into Human Jerky. AIYAA, but it’s not It feels like Winter, I guess, we have no one else to blame but Global Warming. So is the innovative inventions, that we rely soo hardly on, that we can’t live without them good or bad? Yesterday, as Antena TV is cutoff when the Analog lever was pulled by that old man, and the TV history is officially switched to Digital TV, we have no tv :[ So no laptop, no TV, I freakn went to bed early. So that have me thinking, even though they are great forms of entertainment, and given to us teenagers with absolute no self control what's so ever, are they still GREAT? YEAA IM THINKING, YOU GOT ANYTHING TO SAY COMMUNIST GOVERNMENT?! so recently, the chinese government is thinking of instaling a "protective software" on EVERY SINGLE COMPUTER, because it "protects"quote unquote but their real incentive is so it will be easier to spy on the oblivious users, not being aware of the fact that just commenting badly on the leaders clothing will land them in jail. Ok, im just KINDDING, not to degrade anyone. But it is one thing that have me appreciate democracy, that freedom of speech and our bill of rights is a wonderful thing, because really, that is really what's neccessary. But there's always good things and bad things, there's always two sides to view everything, too many liberty will lead me to wriitng an entry like this, im too bored. No TV, no computer to have fun on anytime i want, our privelege of laptops are really under appreciated, one day we complain about having to lug those 3 pond metals to school when we don't even need them when another day, we complain about giving them away.
sighh, us stupid teenagers that never know what they want.

So that's it for now, you know you love me
XOXO
Joanne Zhu :]

turn on the tv, “swine flu, swine flu, swine flu!” nothing could be more annoying. And the latest realeased horrific news is apparently we are on a level 5 warning for the spread and dangers of this terrible epidemic. We should be worried, because once it reached level 6, it will mean the end of the human race. ANYWHO. I really think the media should shut the fuck up about all this widespread. Truthfully, it can’t be worse than SARS. To this day i still wonder, how the fuck does the flu kill people?! you cough you sneeze, and you die?! that’s very legit for our modern day technology and makes me really disappointed how cancer can be cured, where as the flu cant? one word, astonishing. So i dont belive in it. When i get it. whatever, life’s life.

now back to the angellic Lucipher, the satanic demond.
The devil is all the more scary when he finally peels off his angellic veneer, and reveals his true self. Scary indeed. and the mask, it’s not even angellic, lol *cough cough, that had been my aim status.
I really had to thank this opportunity, to be able to discover some heart breaking truths actually. some subject matters of previous posts, who I shall not name is another back stabber. My back is a rotten mass of meat after it is stabbed and have thousands of knife wounds from some so-called friends.

Who are your friends and who are your foes, will you rEALLY be able to distinguish. They say to keep your friends close, and your enemies closer, but who really be implicating that quote on you. Watch your back.

XOXO

We will always remember you.

XOXO,

P.S. You’re gonna have to pray for the fact that I do not find out who you are, caz if I do, regardless of your intetions, you will not escape a bad conscience nor will you escape my vengence
:]
Yes, I AM SOOOO PISSED OFF YOU’RE GONNA BE SORRY THAT YOU’RE EVER BORN!!

As you might have noticed, this rant is not set under private as it is not directed towards one specific person.

But seriously, I do not know why those fobs even bothered to come to America, some of them have been here for over 2 years tops, and yet they know nothing of the english language. I was one of them, but I try hard, because there is a reason why I came back. Correction, I wasn’t even a fob in the first place as I was born here, and went back to gain more valuable knowledge. Back to my point, I came back to blend in more with the culture,and also to gain back what I have lost. AS for those fobs they should be ashamed of themselves of the little to no progress they’ve made. Like there is one girl one who’s a junior amd yet she is still in Algebra 1. I thought they are supposed to be smart!!! and I did ABSOLUTELY POSITIVELY NOTHING NOTING!!!! she talked about me in a bitchy way in chinese with her chinese friend. LIke excuse me, I know your not smart, but ur not stup to the level of being oblivious that I am aware of what you are saying.
so why all this hatred? First off, to correct my self, it is not exactly hatred, it’s just disapproval. Last time, in a previous entry, I think. I have mentioned about my previous laptop breaking due to a chinese fob using it, leading it to freeze, and me hitting and smashing the screen. Well this time it was even more F’ing worse. They took my laptop, It would okay for them to just use it. But instead they took it, and turned it into the office. Do they not know the mean KEEP your god damned pawss off of other people’s properties. There are a billion other people’s books laying in there, why the fuck do you have to touch MYYY laptop. Compaired to the current case scenrio, I probably wouldn’t mind them using it. DO you know what they did. THEY TURNED IT INTO THE OFFICE!!!! WHY Do YOU THINK I PUT IT THERE?! BECAUSE IT”S LOSTTT?!?!
SO as a result, I am on fucking restriction. I turned in my original lapotop in before thanksgiving, should I freakn get it back already. What’ its been like THREE FREAKN months. But NOW, I am on restriction. Do you know what that means?! I dont get to take my laptop home for 1 week. My uncle’s shitty computer got the Microsoft Word deleted. Whereas, I dont have any other computers. Props to Elizabeth to lend me her laptop. I feel really bad that I am using it where as she has to sacrifice. She is a true friend, a selfless being that will be willing to sacrifice a little of her self foe thesake of others. So then I went into the media center seek for help.
Mrs. Green/what ever her name is, she’s the one that turned my laptop in 100000000 years ago, yet it’s still not returned, “i’m sorry, you’re on restriciton, you can’t take it home for one week, I was going to call you in during Nicholsons, but I was too busy with all the AP stuff, so I didn’t.” imeediately i was like WOOOW thank you biatch.
I CAN’T FUCKING DO MY HOMEWORK FOR ONE WEEK. I just think our school has a bad systemk you know I am at fault for elaving it in the chinese room, but I was more scared of its damage if I leave it in the PE locker rooms. However, UGHH!!!!
anywho, and then I shed a shameful tear, I wasn’t trying to get pity, but instead i was sad over the stupidity of it, and I cannot do my homework.
YEt, Mrs. horny bitch was like, oh, don’t do this….

BUT drangon lady, the epic bitch, was like, “It’s her problem, she wasn’t responsible.” WHO IN THE FUCK ASKED FOR YOUR OPINION!!!! I was pretty close to getting it back to.

Anyways, “karma’s a bitch, and so it blair woldorphfobs, mrs. greem and the administration of our school D:<” just earlier, I was making fun of one of them’s nose., but i really couldn’t help myself, it was really funny

to wrap it up, FUCK MY LIFE!!!

with the stess building up from the registration, not thing is really going well
SOAB!

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